1. Poetry Brings Me Metaphors for My Body The meditative serenity of the flight lounge. Trails of soil pushed up by the blind moles, each with a fresh hot surface time will fade to yellow-newspaper-left-in-the-sun. Two unreliable narrators in ambidextrous argument over how to handle the task at hand, suddenly decide to just drop it. An old alarm clock I can’t turn off keeps startling me awake. A shaft of southern sun strikes for an instant, just before the late August clouds arrive. One I don’t know but who knows me, speaking with insistent intimacy. Denying we’re acquainted even though we met only a moment ago. The Magician is the questioner— but the seer can’t see what the other cards mean. Swimming frantically against the tide I at last concede to find I’ve been on the shore, looking back at a frantic swimmer. Robot-alacrity. On the bus, I rest my head on the window, on the bright blurring world, steeped in the ennui of travel—I sleep to pass the time. I wake to consume it. Reflected in the store window, a woman walking by without looking in or at. The blank page becomes tattooed with images of gibberish script. Home after a long absence, in time with the screams of cicadas. The problem is the solution, a key with no lock; With no other tool at hand, I use a thorn to remove the thorn. 2. My Body Brings Me Metaphors for Poetry I read it the way the sea reads the sky: in perfect indifference, and in odd tenses, like I have been. I walk to music, but distrust the beat of my own heart, too impatient for long lines, gaze in distrust at short ones, wary of the first person. I fear repetition, a habit of the unconscious: the mind’s carpel tunnel. An unconscious editor, chronic and progressive, a river eats its banks in meandering bends; chronic change, progressive meanings. In dreams, I am a metaphor; to clarify, I sleep to see. Time is the magic that wraps the body of work as stiff fingers transform into laurel branches. I am the memory of the tree on the hilltop, the one you can’t forget when you have forgotten all else. Redemptions past and present, written in the hall-of-mirrors mind, I speak but never know what I’m thinking— I can only wave to you. In the silence—O, the silence!—there is a chaos of echoes, and memory is an event. In solitude you can read it like the sea reads the sky, and find what you represent is not what you meant.

